hongs told me that i seldom gush about people. i didn't realise until she told me.
seriously, i've never been vaguely side-tracked/distracted in this way before. NEVER.
and i cant help but wonder why.
breath of fresh air, maybe?

this MUST stop! -tries to brainwash self-

i cant help but be pulled back into the sense of comfort, that feeling of security, becos though it seems like i may falter anytime, the arm will always lift me back up.